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2006-04-14T16:47:00.000+08:00

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ty(:
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2006-04-07T20:59:00.000+08:00

i love today's happenings! (:
although some really sucked big time.
especially geog.
geog sucked like hell.
i hate mrs koh and geog.
i clean forgot that i had to get tinner from e office and clean off the vandalism.
i wondered who did it for me la.
it`s gone. so sad.
but still, 1h`06 will rock on.
forever. it will be history.

freaking cold geog room.
asked us always to save electricity.
but the geog room had the ceiling fans AND air-con on.
believe it or not. crazy people.
no wonder mrs lau refused to switch one off.
she was always wearing a coat. ><

next on was science. gosh.
always slacked and science homewrk was always incomplete.
what nice pieceS of blank paperS.
today copied e answers like hell.
hand was so suan from all those writing le la.

as normal, friday no second recess.
had to take 2-in-1 breakfast and lunch togthr.
it had to last till 1.35pm.
4 hours. so great.

othr periods bored me to death.
history was agn writing writing writing.
i am tired of these practical stuffs we do almost everyday. sian.
mr yeow so cute.
ask me.
"you going for maths tuition huh?"
"ya. my maths now very badly done."
"har? okaye."
LOL
and in a terrible way, i got another demerit point!
forgot to let parents sign test paper. WTH =.=

thus ended school just like that. i know this was quite a boring day.
BUT...
c`girls had planned to skip training and support the b`div girls and boys at
clementi.
faraway. 19 stops from tanah merah mrt station.
39 minutes. still have to walk a distance to e stadium.
in e mrt, we actually sat down. so inconsiderate seh.
so we decided to stand up yeah.
i can conclude, basketballers are zilian.
hilda was only e execption.
this were the pictures taken with my stupid phone.

peiying is happy that only half of her face is taken. hmms.

i look better in this picture ba. LOL

okaye dokes. i must admit my photography skills sometimes not up to standard. XDD

looking so depressed. ><

blur faces.

we ARE really sleepy.

kelly damn AA can. haha.

enough of pictures! really?
the b`girls match was such a pity.
i had faith in them they could win.
unfortunately, God wasn`t with us spiritually.
expected gan eng seng to win b`boys.
but in the end, we won.
glad(:
exciting matches.

i wonder if c`girls would have the chance to be in nats top8 or top4?
ha. it all depends on luck, skills, teamwrk.
so while watching the matches, denise was kinda bored.
started scribbling my name.
see what i mean.

ha. that`s definetely NOT my hand okaye.

taking all these pictures, i actually didn`t take the bball match.
haha. but difficult to capture la.
so never mind.
started eating my toast which i bought at 1pm.
came in handy. LOL
then hilda took me eating.
and denise turned. and it turned out to be such a cute picture. *giggles*

proceeded to have dinner at Mac`s and went home.
19 stops to come. 40 minutes to come.
19 stops to go back. 40 minutes to go back.
tired.
bought teens mag.
not rly vry interesting ler.
then hilda was kind ehough to wait for me. the rest just walked on.
and i could tell peiying dislikes me now.
sighs. another ruined friendship.
should i leave her alone?
sigh sigh sigh.
nights! =D

2006-04-06T22:43:00.000+08:00

hoho! i love today!
no depression today though(:
the speech at parade square rocks big time.
cause it delayed the geog period.
yay! geog is boring.
finally finished.
py was sweating like seow?
diao =.=
mrs koh was there.
before she left,
"a reminder. do not vandalise the tables."
obviously, she was driving it at me! wth ><

she called for me.
guess what she said?
recess time go to general office get some tinner.
erase off those words i vandalised.
no using ruler, it scratches.
i used the ruler to scratch some off and no marks there.
making such a big fuss.
and i hate geog grouping.
choon siang, bryan and justin. buay tahan!
damn noisy.
suay like shit la.

science lesson was fine?
i mean, fun?
saw seniors at sciences building.
so we did experiments today.
at least that kept me awake.
nice one.

after recess was HMT.
chen was running out of tunes these few days.
and everyone burst out laughing, expecially huituan la.
finally finished last paragraph of cheena composition in class.
wrote abt science stuff. though i hated science so much. XDDD

maths lesson i was so so so so blur.
everyone got their papers back except for me.
mine was handed up late, in the pigeon hole. LOL
i hope my maths improve with e guidance of mr tong and friends(:
it totally sucks can.

i liked english today.
didn`t know why.
i guess i haven`t been reading about few months? years perhaps. =D
but soon the enthuness dropped.
i fell dead on the table. dozed off.
peiying woke me up when mr tam came in to seek for help on the doll stuff.
tingyi, kelly, gen, peiying and i were planning to do that after school!
so helpful eh? HAHA.

luckily CD lesson wasn`t boring.
poor Jesus.
he died on the cross for our sins.
hmms. should i stay as a christian or a free tinker?
sighs.

had sci remedial. sad case. practically all the questions i don`t know how to do.
failure. haihaihai.
gen came in and passed me a piece of paper.
"na. from chewshian de."
"omg. so nice!"
ty so much! (:
see!

finally finished the 2 dolls in 2-3 hours time.
we did it.
for the sake of the class.
i didn`t mind at all.
because helping others is my pleasure. (=

see? this is how a great last minute work looks like.

and i could tell it kinda standed out when we put it up at the concourse.
great.
take care^^

2006-04-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

the yesterday life.
screwed up comp system.
had something on in the noon.
mr hoo wanted us to wear dark jersey, the boys white jersey.
weird =/
we didn`t know what was the reason.
it turned out terribly.
sun ho was coming. an alumni member of ahs coming back to visit.
a little gorgeous? ha.
big shots always tend to arrive late. very late.
we all waited patiently.
and i think 1h was glad that they could skip lessons and assembly.

the the girls sat there like stupid fools.
what for ask us to attend? duh.
but, i found out something.
i rock at netball! XDDD
so BHB right.
had EL enrich.
those 8 of us wanted to pontang agn.
cause we wanted to play.
haha. but got off the stupid idea.
and went for enrich though we were gonna be late.
ha. impromptu speeches somemore.

after everything finished, py and i headed for e bball court.
of course, where else could we go?
seniors came along and asked if we wanted to go home with them.
py followed them back and left me alone la.
my good friend would rather go with seniors than accompany me?
maybe she starting to hate me or trying to get seniors attention?
hmms.
but thank god, yuwen was there to chat with me.
and i found out yuwen is really really really really really really very nice(:
doing work he came.
but not really disturbing.
cause i wasn`t concentrating on my work. =D
pity him la. but think i don`t tell anyone ba. respect others` privacy.
WOW. since when i have became so considerate de?!

around 5.30pm.
yuwen had to pack his stuff before he goes home.
so i told him to take his time.
but he didn`t take his own sweet time.
and so great.
slight drizzle became heavy downpour.
lazy to take out umbrella. yuwen didn`t have one.
so we were drenched from head to toe. LOL
no choice. had to take taxi. yuwen took e mrt in the wet condition he was in. ><
and air con damn cold la. how he tahan one?
denise was so kind. she flagged a taxi using umbrella.
so fed up.
a lady snatched a taxi from me.
grr.
finally denise`s 31 came. took with her and alighted one stop after.
saw afi in bus31. still as cute as ever. XDDDD
suddenly i missed home so much.
my warm, cuddly bed.
my memories of them...
so basically, this was about yesterday.
i knew it was a boring day afterall.

2006-04-04T20:34:00.000+08:00

I AM SORRY.
sorry to all the seniors.
and notice i didn`t put any la, okaye, hor, lor behind.
i am sincere in my apology.
and from clara's personal message in messenger, i knew she was hinting at me.
first time we didn`t talk at all.
hope the air is cleared by now.
but i don`t think so.
oh ya(:
sorry for the late replies at the tagboard.
something wrong. ha!
AND heard from doreen and denise got spammer?
duh. i don`t care.
"we don`t like you either." =.="

practically everyone hates me.
i think the state i am in now is even worse than lydia's.
sighs.
i just don`t know what i can do.

i know being in this school is so like...
in primary school, i was dying and so looking forward to secondary life.
thought it was so perfect as it seems.
but it seems like i was totally wrong.
the impression of secondary life was so nice.
till i really experienced it myself.
more problems came in.
and now i am stuck.
now i realised, those happiness were only for a short while.

my mum and dad had a conversation with me yesterday.
"i wanna transfer you out of ahs."
"why?!"
"you are not balancing well yr studies and CCA."
and i kept quiet.
i knew they already had this idea in their mind.
i had nothing else to say if they wanna think this way.
i have not told them abt the demerit point thing.
if i told them, i bet by this week, i would be out.
i know i am stupid.
ahs standard is perhaps too 'high' for me la. ><
because stupid people would not be studying in ahs.
AND I SUGGEST I GET OUT OF AHS.
i want to.
because perhaps the whole team OR (someone) finds me a burden to the team.

and now something made mum even pissed.
8/35 for maths common test. ><
now so great.
and i am really touched.
kelly was so kind and nice.
she knew how much i got and she asked...
"zoe, you want every thursday we stay back go library do maths and revise?"
aww. thats so sweet of her.
thanks for everything(:
and so now kelly, you know someone doesn`t take you for granted afterall.
take care of that little scar on yr little finger^^

and sorry to doreen for placing her bag other places without her noticing.
she got damn pissed with me.
sorry.
and chewshian and i had a heart-to-heart talk.
she could sense my behaviour was weird this week.
peiying told her.
so peiying kept it from me.
she knew.

hence.
i will promise myself: not to cry anymore.
hilda is right.
breaking down is no use.
i don`t have the mood to post anymore.
try my best to regain my composure.
the last GOODBYE(:

2006-04-03T21:22:00.000+08:00

i slept at mindnight.
AND woke up at 5 today.
what the hell is wrong with me?!
felt so much drowsier than before.
as usual, i had a stomach upset.
this time, a bad one indeed. ><
i think i gotta go for a checkup.
sad case. ):

anyway...
i gonna take up the challenge(:
a post that would entertain dearie.
a post that would make dearie's day.
but ~~now~~ not today.
and i promise you, today's post gonna be much depressing oncemore.
please do not read on if you are sick and tired of the word: DEPRESSION.
ty(:

i gonna fail my history test liao la.
others' answers had many lines.
whereas my answers to the questions were presented in a line only.
its like so OMG la.

d&t was so bad todaye.
both the lesson and mr kwang.
i realised most of the teachers in AHS are crappified.
only a small amt of them are friendly, understanding, caring, kind.
and those who i hate so much: SO Friendly, Understanding, Caring, Kind.
i think if you are smart enough, you can figure it out ba. ><
oh ya. yuwen taught me this stupid logic. (:

mr kwang gave us a handout.
and...
"i can give this to primary children."
and i was thinking
"WTF. SO SARCASTIC."
"i cannot treat you all as small children."
deep thoughts,
"of course you can`t. puh-lease!"
"to train an animal it takes a shorter time."
such bad opininon of us. wah laus.

recess, i had no mood at all.
fucking pissed off with the haters teachers in school.
AP man.
i spent alot on food today lor.
curry niang tou fu.
pink dolphin.
nuggets?
i-sport drink.
toast.
i am growing fatter. ><
yeah. tingyi put on a little weight too.
seniors said they put on 10kg when they first came to AHS.
WOW. damn pro sia.

then came to chinese period agn.
i felt lonley again.
the back row all empty.
only me, my desk, more desks and desks without chairs.
no one to talk to.
thats why i HATE HMT.
anf just now mr tam said he wanted 5 desks in a row, so py was separated frm me):
haha. at least can get along with yuwen, zhouyang, sean la.
the nearest girl was yina. 1.5m away.
sighsighs.

reasons why i hate[d] chinese:
crappified chen was there to teach!
lonliness!
sometimes i really admire doreen.
most of the times she remain so cheerful and happy(:
why can`t my life be as perfect as hers?
sighs...

and i can tell you: history and ACC sucked.
copy and copy notes all the time.
especially ACC.
i couldn`t figure out what the hell i was copying.
i just copied and didn`t bother anymore. =.=
history slighty better.
mr yeow made the lesson lively.
or else 1h classroom would be no different from a graveyard.
end of school.
went mad. screamed.
couldn`t wait for the bell to ring.

and training didn`t turn out as it was expected to be.
vanessa scolded me for those stuff i was supposed to tell jiangsen.
apparently, van, clara, botin, denise, the 4 of them were VERY unhappy with me.
"see la. why must you go tell? now we must shoot so much." ><
dots...
at the instance, i was so freaking pissed off.
i hate them actually.
although clara said sorry. the daokia just now. ):
not my fault right.
it was coach who wanted me to say la.
dumbass.

i feel like returning my jersey to coach.
peiying, too.
perhaps we shall do it together? (:
i can`t take it anymore.
and just now, i promised myself.
next year, i am not gonna treat my juniors the way my seniors are treating me now.
those cold treatment.

i need time.
i need to be alone.
so if you see me so depressed or whatever in class or somewhere else,
just know that, I NEED TO BE ALONE.
ty!):

2006-04-02T18:56:00.000+08:00

hey all c`girls top 14 basketballers^^
important. please read!
announcement by coach when i met her today.
ty(:
she will be late as she has nats match.
so she will be rushing down later, as soon as possible.

using half court for each grouping.

clara, vanessa, botin, denise, adeline, tingyi and ruyi(me):
clara, botin, ruyi: 200 shots under basket AND 200 shots blue area.
denise and adeline: 200 shots blue area.
vanessa and tingyi: 200 shots 3-pointer and blue area.

imee, yantze, hilda, kelly, chewshian, gen, peiying:
3 cones. "chong lan". 200/300 times each.
clara shall do that for them.

after everything is done, everyone do fake then jumpshot.
as usual, you need a cone.
cone = defender^^

so, thats all.
we do all this till she come.
or rather, we continue doing all these.
tough job.
if i hadn`t bargained with coach, it would be 100 shots more. great.
such easy training eh? LOLS.

coach compares us with NBA players. wow.
that means that we can be compared with them because our standard is good! LOL.
GDLUCK(:

2006-04-02T13:16:00.000+08:00

i love making people jealous?
yesterday told hilda i got a laptop for being fifteen in class.
15 / 35 lalala(:
so encouraging.
and she wanted to tell her mum.
haha.
glad to have a great mum and dad!
<3 mummy daddy. XDDD

anyway...
now doreen misses my post so much!
thats goes to show how much she loves her dearie ahma! LOL.
okaye. =]
ahma <3 sunnu too! yeah.

cut the crap. those lovey dovey stuffs. XD
now its giving me e goosebumps.
i used to not think this way.
but...
right now, i regretted saying some things.
regretted telling some things.
and if i wanted to make a change now, thats not gonna help.
no, it doesnt.
nothing's gonna help now.
and i have given up on all hopes.
the 3 hims.
never gonna be a fairytale anymore.
lets just get on with life.
i am sure we can carry on without, the him.

AND, again AND, i hate those who look down on me.
fuck off!
you bastard.
dont judge others when you yourself aint perfect.
oh puh-lease can.
i hate you! argh.
you are simply getting on my nerves.
those fucking hypocritical people.
so whatever.

and early this morning, my brother was fucking irritating.
funny how people are so fucking irritating nowadays. ><
mum saw my ipod and took it away.
he so agreed mum should take it away.
"mum, i support you wholeheartedly."
i was so pissed off.
"shut the crap, dude."
i didnt give a damn if i was respecting or being rude to my brother.
really. i didnt bother much.
because its meaningless to do so.
and so my ipod was "confiscated".
thanks to him.
he must be madly happy now.

my saturdays were always ruined by trainings.
and sunday is the only day i could study.
well. sports people sacrifice.
but they get bad treatment in return.
biased treatment.
from the teachers. WTF.
its gonna be hell for this year.
i cant stand this treatment.
soon i would be gettg more demerit points.
so great ><

wth. history test on mon.
havent even touched the book.
did nothing.
all i did:
watch teebee.
eat.
sleep.
use computer.
read mags.
nothing else.
what slack attitude.
and i can get driven out of ahs for that attitude.

anyway, i have no mood to blog more abt sunday.
short post.
bye ):

2006-04-01T20:18:00.000+08:00

A
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the dim light of dawn peeked through my semi-transparent curtains.
it forced my eyes to respond to the sudden dazzle.
unwilling to make changes to the comfy position i was lying on my bed for the entire night.
finally it got so bright that it pierced my eyes painfully.
i reluctantly turned my head away from it.
didnt had the mood for training today.
was so tired.
i shifted myself and covered my head with the blanket.
it wasnt of much use as i after a while i found myself exigent need for air.
i turned my head so i was face flat on my pillow.
gosh didnt i bathe or what!
the soft thing i rested my head on for hours actually smelled so so bad.
maybe my hair didnt smell that good at the end of every day.
espically the days when i played bball and perspired alot.
felt sick.
no fever.
no flu.
yes cough.
a yes to sore throat too?
oh yeah.
i woke up at 9am.
boom. i fell backwards and slept cause i was dead tired.
laid in bed as time passes in idleness.
ended up waking up at 11am?!?!
omg. slacker.
"wake up, sleepy freak!!!" dad exclaimed in an euphemistic manner.
and i was asking myself,
"why in the world, of all words, dad must say, sleepyfreak, clara's friendster name?!"
argh.

'nah leave me alone. i have this horrible headache plaguing me this morning. now.

i had lunch in my father's car.
because i was running late for trainings.
and i wouldnt want another crappified cheng to reprimand me.
cheng is his surname if im not wrong?
who gives a damn? no one.

rushed the mac meal.
1 medium fries, 1 burger, 1 iced milo.
all in 15 mintues.
wow. what a meal ate in an incredible speed.
all thanks to bball training la.
or maybe give thanks to my slack brain? ><

reached the side gate with mac's iced milo.
much in a pathetic state, my stomach was so bloated.
and then i saw peiying.
so i said goodbye to mum and dad.
together we walked up the stairs.

boring sensation.
kelly saw us.
and she was extra enough to shout our names.
duh ><
then, i noticed the b`boys were present.
except for huiwen and qiangsen.
weird eh =/
anyway, i didnt really care much.

then i realised something.
i forget to bring the fixtures for b`boys and b`girls nats matches for female coach.
oh no!
jiangsen trusted me to do a good job.
but i failed.
sorry. ):

told femm coach.
she said that maybe tonight or tmw i go down and pass to her bahs.
thank god.
saved a pretty scolding yeah.
XDDD yaya.

oh so pathetic.
as a result, c`girls apparently had to give way to b`boys.
cause they were having match on monday.
and it was givng way till 3pm.
2 hours. gymwork.
what the hell.

and so i just kept my ~!#%$#&^*&*#% to myself.
didnt dare to complain eh.
if not clara will be... "eh. stop leh."
haha.
today i realised something.
i am getting stronger. weets^^
did the 2kg weights faster than normal.
thats good news! oohlalas =D
and then did other stuffs.
blablabla. ......

then went into the other gym.
not walk. we rushed.
for the treadmills.
with treadmills, dots... and an extremely large mirror.
for what?
maybe its for those zilian girls to look at and tidy their attire or hair.
so, whatever.

and so...
ended up running 2.1km in 15min.
omg.
failure.
tingyi and kelly were abt the same.
as for hilda, 1.6km in 15min.
very worried.
sport class people cant lose to others.
right? so i decided.
im gonna train.
my stamina really sucks nowadays.
kampate sport class people! ^^

went on skipping and doing that...
raising up the weights on a bar.
whats that called?
lols.
did 100 times.
cause i was aiming to break vanessa's and tingyi's record.
highest 70.
tingyi's.
and i was so set on it. 100!
too bad vanessa did again and 120 times one short.
it proves she is stronger than me, no doubt.

then b`boys c`girls shared one court.
half each.
we could do nothing much.
just shooting, shooting and shooting.
so today practically was on shooting.
and i found out, i can be quite sharp in shooting, sometimes.
XDDD bhb.

match havent start yet.
the male coach already say,
"ni men da dao zhe yang da shen me."
so demoralising.
>< bad style of coaching.
and terribly played.
with the aunties.
score was 28/34.
i think.
not very good.
and i scored two goals.
but i knew that these aunties were very off today.
thats why we ALMOST won.
if not, it would be like, the score 34 VS 50.
UHS. yes.

after trng, kelly and i rushed for the room agn.
too bad i won.
but she was wearing shoes.
i was wearing slippers.
so the result was unexpected.
or rather, i ran first. XDDD

and the next moment, kelly got a big shit stuck just now.
her history books were in her locker.
so baichi aint she?
then imee, kelly and i tried looking for a staircase to go up to 1h classroom.
we couldnt find one.
so we took the route from the canteen to the church then to the bball court.
surprisingly, i found a way.

we could enter from the lecture rooms there.
from climbing.
imee did it.
for kelly.
wow.
the landing her legs were balancing on was so squeezy.
if she wasnt careful, she might...
uhuh. from 2nd storey.
not that deadly, but would end up having broken limbs and whatsoever.
choy. what a bad thing to say.
fortunately, imee came back safe and sound.
i could tell kelly was worried.
ha. but kelly was like so...
unappreciative of what imee did for her.
then i told kelly,
"wah lau. you so wang en fu yi."
LOLS.

anyway, while surfing the net...
realised that there were many pousers around la.
fuck s*****.
just chanced upon her profile.
pouser. i think she didnt know this word.
: COPYRIGHTED.
i think i should enlarge that word.
because some people just thought it wasnt there.
too small a word to be there. ><
she copied and she made it so obvious.
now i didnt want that thing to be on my profile.
in case others say i copied her not the other way round.

anyway, GDLUCKS(:
history test om mon.
english test on tues.
(: must pia for it, lk!
jiayou. LOLS.
catch up.

so...
this's today.
tata.
thats all(:

2006-03-31T21:15:00.000+08:00

hmm. =]
yesterday dad went overseas for a business trip.
will be back on sunday.
take care(:
that was the reason why i took MRT today.
what pathetic little thing.
saw senior louis in bus293.
then again, in the MRT.
so fated. i must see him everytime?! LOL.

while walking, amanda saw me.
MRT station.
1 girl. many boys.
oohs.
saw yuwen waiting for someone too.
weets^^
proceeded with the walk.
saw doreen outside the gate there.
she walked to me.
from there we chatted all the way up to class.
thats why, going to school with a companion is apparently better.
according to physical thinking.

hmm.
saw yuwen telling doreen something.
i think it was abt that thing.
yuwen didnt want me to know.
gave that shoo sign.
but i respected his decision.
he didnt want me to know.
then i shouldnt.
pity yuwen.
his msn nick yesterday was so shocking.
but doreen later told me he should be fine.
i am glad(:

7am in school.
not even half of the class was in.
luckily got doreen around to chat with.
or else i would be bored to death.
sighs.
haha.
demerit points will be deducted and then restarted after every term.
thats good news for me. =)

bell rang to assemble at parade square.
saw senior huiwen.
get it clear, its mr.
no offence(:
he was mumbling something to me?
what "girl".
i think he was showing off his "great skills" in rapping bahs. =D

practically throughout the national anthem, i was sweating.
profusely.
fortunately, my wet tissue paper was with me.
and thanks to it, the sweat all gone. -dry.

anyway, tingting was so cute.
she was giggling away while giving a speech.
she got herself locked out of her room yesterday while preparing for today's speech?!
weird =x

science lesson. didnt separate classes due to the absence of mr tam.
nevertheless, lessons still went on.
therefore, mr jimmy tan took the whole of 1h.
and alot of us were knocked down. heads were on the tables. XD
throughout, dreaming, i felt and thought that * changed alot.
now wanna act, keep copying others what they say... whatever la.
i feel that * very extra lor. so KPO somemore.
somemore i saw * bend down to look what i was doing with my handphone.
diao.
* eyes were aiming at my phone.
at my paper too. i was actually writing something.
i dont like people to do this okaye. bear this in mind.

boring science lseeon. =/
sorry mr tan. but i still have to say this.
yr method of teaching not vry gd.
senior vanessa said before,
"but he's nice."
"ya."
i agreed.

english was as usual.
i felt sleepy.
at the same time, i had a stomach upset.
of all things, that must happen to me. sighs.
slept throughout the lesson.
peiying told me that she wanted to wake me up.
but she thought that mr adrian wanted me to rest.
she thought mr adrian would scold her to.
so eventually she didnt.

i managed to hang on till recess.
thanks to the medicated oil.
ate curry niang dou fu and 6 nuggets!!!
because today no 2nd recess.
so freaking full. =/

then it came to chinese lesson.
OMG la.
i had my short nap just now.
so i was quite sober during HMT.
and all i could see were: heads on the tables.
well.
maybe mr chen was really talking to himself.
aint it?
apparently, anyone can tell that the lesson is boring.
i hate crappified chen.
doreen and kelly tried asking crappified chen if we could just talk or rest for the lesson like how mr adrian does it.
his fucking reply translated to english was,
"thats why our o-level students don't score well for english."
=.="

and doreen.
i agree with you.
dont mind this.
doreen blogged this.
100% true.
{ ehh MR CHEN. its not like our o-level students do very well for chinese can. wadever lah. if you don't wan to let us rest for some times you can tell us right. you don't have to criticise mr adrian's WONDERFUL, GREATEST, NICEST, FUNNEST, COOLEST, FABULOUS, FANSTATIC, 100TIMES BETTER THAN YOUR WAY OF TEACHING okaye! }
well said.
like doreen, chinese was my most well loved subject.
and all thanks to crappified chen, he changed my opinion.

now we ended up listening to him explaining the idioms.
god damn it.
he is damn proud of his english pronounciation la.
i think i can pronounce 50x better than him can.

doreen and kelly were always saying,
"xue guo le. lao shi, xue guo le."
"xia yi ge wo men zhi dao le. wo gei ni english saying..."
then continues explaining the maning before crappified chen does.
but he seemed to hear NOTHING.

LOL. history quite boring.
6/10 for source based question test.
not bad not bad. XD
not bad when most got 10/10 for it. ><
end of school!
yeah man.

soon it was raing heavily.
the wind made the weather even worse.
but some stranger could say that is was cooling when all of us at the bus stop were drenched from head to toe.
diao. bus38 came and we all rushed for it.

could hear the bus screeching.
worried something would happen under these circumstances.
but luckily, nothing happened.
give thanks to the Lord.
God bless.
hope tomorrow would be a better day.
trng better not screw up for me eh.
pain here pain there.
and my bball skills suck.
bball shoes not nice.
everything seems to be in wrong place.
=D thats why...

2006-03-30T20:32:00.000+08:00

what a bad day.
i got a demerit point today.
from mrs koh.
for vandalising.
and i must thank her so much.
because i feel like getting out of this school.
i hate this life.
but doreen, its not your fault.
you need not feel guilty.
dont blame yourself.
i am to blame.
i asked for it myself.
i asked for trouble.
nothing but trouble. ):

this life is biased against me.
but what can i do?
i just got led by life meaninglessly.
and some friends are just so selfish.
they point fingers.
not only that, they stare at the person.
simple.
they didnt want to get implicated.
that is the selfishness of typical singaporeans.
and when their friends are in trouble, they just didnt care or give a damn.
i truly know who.

never mind.
its all over.
talking abt the happy things would be better. (:
in class, those who ponned english enrichment recalled the incident.
though it happened yesterday.
we still joked abt it.
to think abt it, i think we are so hum ji lor. XD
hilda's sms totally shocked us.
but it made us laugh like mad.
till i had a slight stomach upset. =D
we thought hilda told teacher we ponned. maybe sean would, if they knew.
hilda smsed gen and asked.
"is doreen with u?"
(everyone shocked)
so we discussed properly, without leaving any loophole.
then we replied.
"no. why?"
"i think she took my water bottle."
(everyone burst out laughing)

after 45 mintues of discussing(i know its a long time),
we decided.
with 15 mintues ending to the course, we went back.
we saw lydia in the hostel comupter room.
so we got her along with us.
and we went as a group.

fortunately, mr lee was stupid enough to believe us.
we sat down and everything went smoothly.
the "plan" we spent 45 mintues thinking of didnt backfire.
thats good.
sighs.
i felt so guilty.
gen, tingyi, peiying and i decided to apologise sincerely.
neither did we expect...
we had to compensate.
and that is to:
read a better speech.
omg. we regretted.
if we hadnt went to him, we would not get this.
LOLS. but at least my heart was at ease.

doreen and i could not forget this lame thing.
all and everything abt this ponning thing.
we worried abt getting demerit points, our parents knowing...
but we worried for nothing. diao.

OKAYES.
today was...
depressing.
chewshian could tell.

history was quite interesting.
mr yeow just loves joking with yanjing and dale.
the cutests of the cutes.

then came geography.
went to geog room.
vandalised on the table. : 1h'06 rocks.
little did i expect something bad would turn out...
demerit point.
fuck it.
no mood.
mrs koh went personally to 1h to ask the girls who sat at the middle table to go out and see her.
straightforward, she asked,
"who vandalised 1h`06 rocks on the table?"
everyone didnt answer.
someone's/some eyes were looking at me, furtively.
i decided to admit.
"i did it."
then she asked the rest to go back.
i was to go to the office with her.
green form.
oh, so great.
i went back, feeling so down.
damn it. damn it.

english lesson. mr adrian could tell i was feeling down.
so he skipped me when asking abt the summary thing.
sadistic.

during chinese lesson, i was always bored.
always lonely.
always tired.
because i didnt have a companion.
because i couldnt get along with the people sitting near me.
i was dead tired.
i fell asleep. and woke up.
and this continued till the bell rang for the next period.

science lesson err?
went to summer concerto.
wow. slacked there when we were supposed to do science project..

end of school.
too bad i still had science remedial on.
but now i can sort of remember the formulas. yay.
should be. a little unsure still.
kampate bahs.
gotta go now.
sarang haeyo(:

2006-03-28T20:54:00.000+08:00

i was feeling a little tired.
drowsy in the morning.
"mum, can i not go to school?"
"sure, its still early. you can sleep for a while more. its only 7.15am in the morning."
i opened my sleepy eyes, jumped out of my bed, hair in wild peaks and horns.
those stupid heavy eye bags. XDD
wth. like that also can crack joke.
fake until like that.
i was stupid enough to fall for this.
and the time then was only: 6.00am.
aww man.

proceeded with the daily usual routine.
as usual, i didnt had my breakfast.
i always didnt have the appetite to eat in the morning.
so i gave my breakfast to my dog to eat, stealthily. =D
funny how my small sized dog managed to gobble down a hamburger.
which in turn seemed so big to her, yet to humans medium size.
lols. 5 seconds the whole burger was in candy's stomach.
seriously, i didnt train with her or impart this skill to her.
rofls.

anyway, got to school at 7.05-7.15am.
dad told me he is going overseas.
so i gotta go to school by myself.
sighs.
too pampered.
i shall... change?
actually, this is quite true: a leopard never changes its spots. XDDDDD
must be independent!
yeah.
there you go.

hmms.
today ACC first period.
wahlau.
today lydia sit beside me.
ma de!
then i purposely be daokia.
ignore her.
today my workpiece teacher said, "mian qiang, 65."
so bad. so blunt in his words.
i know it sucks can.
dont need to tell me, again!!!!
grr.
then lydia dirtied my blouse.
heng ah.
can come off.
or else i ask her pay. hurmfps.
i forgive her lah. not so petty. (:

hmms.
next period was??
SEL!!!
change seating arrangement?
nahs.
just went back to the 4 in a group one.
zhouyang, peiying, william and me.
the zooish team.
so we were supposed to do a project on, "what makes singaporeans, singaporean?"
haha.
we may be the best group yeah.
alot of info.
alot of effort der wor!
LOLS.
bhb.

tomorrow i wna stay back and do.
i told mum ler.
she agreed instantly.
wow.
she trusts me.
of course, her darling precious daughter. XDD

sian. EL next sia.
began to feel sleepy.
almost dozed off.
luckily i didnt.
and when mr adrian allowed us for early recess, i covered my face and slept.
for a while.
then together with py i went for recess.

hmm. saw that boy. haha.
shhs.
nothing much.
boring day though.
didnt get to see 2/3 of them. ):
sadsad.

anyway, maths was interesting!
LOLS.
kelly and i were so freaking blur today.
tingyi, me, kelly.
mr tong asked,
"tingyi, can?"
"yes."
"zoe, can?"
"yes."
"kelly, can?"
"no."
LOLS.
but now we could cope with those maths problem now.
YEAH!
i finally did it.
after overcoming those fears...
thanks to mr tong(:

i have decided.
i am gonna win her this time.
and i will.
and her aim is to beat me.
well, fine.
i am serious this time.
uhuhs.

then bell rang.
SPT!!!!
quite slack today.
4pm around jiu end le.
MY GOODNESS.
such a long SPT.
swt =.="
too bad.
we need to give in to wjL to train the b'boys.
tomorrow they got nats match.
all the best to b'boys!! (: lucks.
now wjL is peiying's shi ge.
whereas he is now my shi xiong.
LOLS.
i blog till here lah.
too long.

eh.
wait a minute.
let's talk abt peiying and her **** tootsy.
LOL.
she sis she didnt like anyone.
but i could sense she liked someone.
yeah.
so bad.
she dont wanna tell me.
then i also can dont tell her.
and while we were walking,
she and i were talking abt tt sec3 & sec4 b'girls.
they seem to hate me.
why?
and we thought, maybe it had to do with that guy.
the best possibility so far.
anyway i dont wna ponder too much abt this.
GDNIGHT(:

2006-03-27T21:35:00.000+08:00

we are gonna change place.
that means, peiying nt gna sit with me ler. ):
damn it.
class tee looks weird?
the words.
i actually expected it to be 5 times nicer?
cause doreen described it until so nice.
then come like that.
utterly disappointed. ):

fuck mr kwang.
he so rock big time lah.
talk a little, change place.
WTH!
damn him lah.
then he asked tingyi to go back to her original place agn.
swt =.="
so buay song today.
grr.
FUCK.

there came recess.
basically, the girl who was the most excited was *******.
she just cant wait to see her *******.
haha. toot**
censored lah.
then today she went so so so close to #5 and #8.
blushing like mad ah she... =D
shhs...
LOLS.

lalalas.
chinese period.
as usual, boring.
BUT,
the talk abt someone liking amanda & kellyc...
yeah...
then KPO jamie and huituan wanted to know. XDDD
i chose not to tell them.
and i wasnt supposed to say anything. zip!
haha.

oohlalas.
recess came agn.
so fast?!
peiying and i were so bored.
too bad no ******.
hehheh x))

recess over. boohoos.
slacked in the classroom.
before mr yeow came in.
total silence.
then it broke into noise.
we cant control our mouths can?

history lesson i was not paying attention.
instead i was chit chatting, playing a fool. XDD
yeh!
i was so elated when the bell rang.
BUT...
heard today got EL course.
fuck it.

THEN... those people got the dates wrongly. =.=
so its cancelled!!! yays!
peiying and i quickly escaped.
to, the bball court!!!
oohlalas-

then got people playing table tennis.
so we both went to play too. <3
apparently, not enough bats.
i took one from someone...
and peiying used her hand.
pro sia...
LOLS.
and thanks to the boy who lent me the bat.
though i grabbed it from wayne. XDDDDD
anyway, wth was wayne talking abt?
what "he wants yr..."
i heard, hp number.
OMG.
hmms.
then peiying said, "ohohoh..."
qian bian ah she... ><

then came along... someone.
i dont knw him.
he claims to be ryan's friend.
so secretive leh...
diao. private & confidential mehs?
ROFLS.

and he said, "wah. zoe eh. so honoured."
wah seh. tyty! (:
aiyoh. look up on me ah.
look down lah. =.= lame
then came lk, huayu...
after a crowd came in, py and i left.
anyway, we had to get the ball from the bball court because py was so strong that the pingpong ball could fly out from a very tiny gap.

2-on-2 with sam and larry.
thrash lah.
but larry kept making me laugh.
then i cannot concentrate. MA DE.
lalalas.
coach came so early.

2.25 she came.
3 trng.
because of jnrs mahs. the timing so late..
then we started earlier than snrs.
snrs came in late, drenched?!
woh.
trng sucked today.
kelly made my shoulder bone hurt like mad.
tingyi made me stupider.
and oh great.
the pain at my leg came back.
fuck it.
ache all over. OMG.
but trng ended so late. 6.35pm.
great. i was left without a choice. cab.
without a cab, i would most probably reach home at 7.30? diao.

okaye. i know today's post damn lame can. fine.
so while walking to the bus stop, py, gen, kel were with me.
we were complaining abt trngs, coach...
then py changed the topic.
betw the two of us.
"#6 was staring/looking at you all the time while trng. i think he likes you. wohwoh."
and she gets mad.
i was thinking, you must be crazy.
then i paused to think.
py always notices huiwen.
dont tell me...
ahhah!
py likes huiwen?
cant be bahs.
then she use a roundabout tatic to tell me that.
weetohweet^^
NOW i know who py likes ler.
but she so flirt.
she tell me she got many boys in her heart.
then now trying to choose one.
so huaxin!
lols.

AIYOH.
today very boring post.
dont wanna blog liao.
byes.
<3>
hope its a brighter day?
yeah. hope so.
see him also? XDD

2006-03-22T21:28:00.000+08:00

hmms?

yesterday slept at 3am.

actually, you can consider it as today!

LOLS.

past midnight.

slept for only 3 hours.

damn tired.

what happened yesterday had already past.

i didn't want to rake it up.

only 2 know.

qiuxian & peiying.

doreen? don't think she knew what happened?

and i realised something. something important.

something really important.

it touched me deeply.

it made me cry.

it made me feel so emotional for the first time.

friendship.

i think i know my answers to my question.

now i really knew who were my real friends.

doreen. (:

qiuxian. (:

peiying. (:

thanks.

according to qiuxian when i came out of the room,

she told me everyone's reactions.

peiying: worried sick. she knew that i needed to be alone.

doreen: worried too. in fact, she and qiuxian were the first two to climb the narrow railing at the side to see me.

AND it was raining. it was slippery.

she shouted, " Zoe, take care of yourself."

i cried. i was really touched.

i didn't know i still had true friends who care for me so much.

the window was open. i didnt know.

and i can't believe i squatted in there for how long?

peiying was standing in the rain? they said.

i felt so guilty.

i didn't want anyone to fall sick because of me.

kelly: could still smile, laugh?! uhs.

gen: looked quite worried.

hilda: expressionless! =]

tingyi: the most boh-chap one?!

i couldn't believe.

i felt a stab in my heart at that instance.

i decided.

no more sufferings.

i guess.

senior vanessa also was there.

hmms.

they were crowded together at the window.

whereas i was squatting at the corner of the room.

i didn't wnat further complications or whatever.

i promised them i will get out of the stuffy room.

but on one condition.

no one's gonna mention it later.

and they did.

so, it can be a secret. (:

considered as?

yeah.

you can say like that.

today.

we changed our places.

teacher put me with peiying! oh yeah. =DD

william. zhouyang.

LOLS.

we can get along well.

me: zookeeper

peiying: donkey

william: chim ti ko (nice one)

zhouyang: KK (kingkong)

so these are my "pets" i gotta feed with my craps everyday.

HAHA.

and i could tell many were unhappy with their places.

especially doreen.

sitting with people she doesn't really get along.

oh god.

she must be so damn pissed off with mr tam for doing so.

english.

slack lesson.

took some time of the lesson to sleep at the end.

tired.

mr adrian asked me, "Zoe, you really so tired ah?"

LOLS.

then i said, "YA. Yesterday I slept very late because for history project."

and he went, okaye, haha.

1st recess.

sian! canteen as crowded as usual.

only, KOPITIAM!

rofl.

peiying and i always go there.

because the queue quite short. XDDD

hurhur x)

then it was history time?

despite unfinished projet, we still could go down to eat.

and i didn't pass up.

oohlalas.

oh shikes.

mentioning of it.

i haven't touched it.

dead.

now the time is so late.

no time to do.

sighs.

oh ya.

the photos i promised darling.

too bad i can't reveal his name.

later someone mouth damn big.

and uhs.

sorry.

i rejected to take a picture with darling.

LOLS.

by this week, then i upload please.

hehheh x))

getting late.

nights, sweet dreams!

sleep tight, please don't fall from the bed.

but in case you fall, i bless you that it won't be a bad fall...

XDDDDDDDDD

2006-03-20T22:40:00.000+08:00

i was so happy.

first time in this year. (:

met darling.

surprised i meant.

hmms.

but was really glad to see him.

so i eventually had to separate.

but before that, we had a little chat.

he told me he knew about those 2 guys.

i was so stunned, lost for words.

but he was so understanding.

"I will wait for you to forget them even if it takes a long time to do so."

i was so touched.

i cried.

i asked him, "Why?"

and his simple reply was, "Because of the reason that I love you."

my heart was melting at that moment.

but the hardest thing about clinging on is to let go.

though i can't bear to.

and i can't absolutely let down darling.

can anyone give me advice? pleaase?

i am in a dilemma.

okaye.

let's get back to school.

i said GDBYE DARLING(:

and we parted.

it was so hard to part.

though i really had to.

cause i was kinda running late.

so i reached school on time.

phew.

and i got that normal expression in school so no one would know what happened before.

heehees.

actually nothing much happened in school today.

just that doreen is so bad. ):

hurmfps.

she is so so so so...

curious about everything.

ha. but i won't tell her anything.

oops.

chinese composition haven't do.

just woke up from a sleep.

so dead tired.

gonna pia liao.

bye people..

and urm.

darling, i am so sorry. (:

lalalas!

2006-03-18T22:18:00.000+08:00

Sighs.
Sorry. I guess you knew why i said that.
I always had to start off like that.
And sadly, it ends badly.
Not even one post reflects a moment of happiness.
Never you mind.
I shall try to.

Okaye.
So I promised darling I would upload the pictures to friendster and blogger.
I promised I would.
I will keep my promises.
But not now.
A few days of waiting alright?
I would be busy these few days.
Especially with my parents enforcing so damn strict rules on me.
I hate my life so much now.
I only ask for a simple life.
That's all.
And ya.
Don't miss me, sweetie(:
Remember, love ya!

So...
Today we had training.
Or rather, they had training.
It was always the case.
Seniors.
Anyway, I wouldn't want to brood over this anymore.
And I hope that Imee would not spill the beans.
Please?
Because I know I have a rather loud voice.
Ha.

Training as usual was quite tough.
But funny how coach these days did not enforce strict discipline or rules.
Hmms.
Oh ya.
Only on those temperamental players bahs.
HAHAH.

Supposed to go Eastpoint to buy stationery and accessories.
But no mood.
Cause I miss darling so so so much!
These few days cannot see him. ):
Yet truckloads of homework undone.
Dreaming all day.

Tomorrow I gonna pia already.
Or else my parents would be nagging at me.
And I really hope my brain is not malfunctioning.
I just can't seem to get my damn facts right.
Uhs. Ya.

Design and Tech project not done yet.
Shikes!
Gen and Peiying smsed me just now.
They were worried, too.
Tingyi could even go overseas.
Wahlau.
I hope we can get everything done.

Remembered something.
Peiying told me Julian's blog had written something that...
Hurt me alot alot.
LOVEFOOL.
Godsister monica had this msn nick.
We really are?
Guess so.

I'm sinking deeper.
Deeper and deeper.
Yet you didn't even give a damn.
You didn't seem to care.
All because of her,
you are no longer here.
That was Godsister Monica's ex-msn nick too. (:
Our feelings are so fragile yeah.

Talking about her...
I missed primary school life.
Wondering how's everyone doing.
Fine?
Heheh.

Well.

Yesterday I went to Clarke Quay with my darling.
Heh.
Took pictures. Alot.
So zilian. XDDDD
So we were talking in the night, admiring the scenery.
Then he bought me something.
I was so amazed.
How he knew I wanted that badly?
A watch.
Thanks darling!
Really appreciate that.

Halfway.
We both heard something and burst out laguhing.
An angmoh said, "Who has the black bird?! I mean the black bird!!"
LOL

Seriously,
that was the most happiest day of my life.
Enjoying a night's out with darling.
I couldn't ask for more.

Luckily, Mum didn't nag at me when I reached home late.
Darling was so kind enough to send me home.
Before going back to his house in Bedok.
<33>

But I felt remorseful.
I loved darling.
As well as another two guys in AHS.
How?
I'm afraid darling would know.
But since he knew my blog now,
I will tell him.

Sincerely,
I love him the most among all of them.
Now I am very confused.
I dare not reveal everything.
I'm afraid of losing darling.
I'm also afraid of losing one of them.
What am I gonna do?

Lost.
So lost.
Lead me.
I don't wanna cover the distance alone, but together.
Can we?
If darling wants me to forget them, I shall try to.
Everything takes time.
Give me time.
I will settle down.
I will make up my mind.
I shall learn to let go and not cling on.
I shall give up.
For darling.
(: Just for you.

I love darling alot! <33

2006-03-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

Look at my five toes!! =.=" Inside is even gross.
My simple theory for the year 2006:
365 days of depression, misery, agony and pain.
at least there is a quarter of a day to rejoice about(:

Though it seems so absurd.
I can tell you,
uhuhs.
It's so true.
So spot-on.

This may be the worst year of my 13 years in this life.
Seriously speaking,
I hated my life so much.
I wished I could just vanish from this world.
I could say,
"What a meaningless life I lead."
HAHA.
Fuck it, this life is so miserable.

Whatever.
It isn't funny. ><
But.
Hopefully, my life can get better each day.
And thank God for everything.

I'm able to live to this day.
I owe it all to him.
Because of this special person in my heart,
I've been perservering.

Sighs.

Enough.
I had it with you.
Enough of all these stuff.
I'm so sick and tired already.
All those depressing problems. (:

Cut straight to the point.
Today I was so feeling down.
Bloodshot eyes or just that my tears made my eyes red?
Both.
Stupid.

I woke up today.
And so first thing i knew.
So great.
I just realised my water bottle and watch are missing.
Must be the BBQ last night.
Oh damn it.
SO.

This year I lost 4 water bottles in total.
AND a watch.
Total amount of these items: $146.90
Gone.

Now i had to resort to a stupid pink water bottle which leaks all the time, practically.
And I need not wear a watch.

PLEASE.
Kind souls.
Whoever you are,
If you got my stuff on your hands,
please return it.
Thank you.
I will appreciate that.
And guys, you will be rewarded handsomely. (:

So English enrichment was not bad today.
At least I had eye contact.
And a loud voice. XDDD
But I was forced to smile today.
I had to.
I had no choice.

After everything,
Peiying and I went in search of his class.
And the result was disappointing.
We were not able to find his name in any of the classrooms. ):

But.
I found *****'s contact number.
Anyway,
*****'s a nice guy.
Yeah(:

So after our failed attempts,
we went to the basketball court for training.
Too bad my toes were not fit for training.
And the condition of my five toes are deteoriating.
Oh no.

Coach still wanted me to go for training tomorrow.
How to?
She told me to bandage my toes?!
And she said that a minor problem like that I already cannot play.
>< "Minor case." Mind you.

It's like,
my toes were ripped off.
Oops.
The skin i mean.
And badly hurts.
I wondered how i wore shoes to school today?!

Tomorrow training I definetely going.
BUT,
I am not gonna exert myself.
I know my limits.
So today I will have to put alot of antiseptic cream.
Haha.
I did.
And I will.
So...
Guys, see you all tomorrow!
Take care ^^

2006-03-15T23:19:00.000+08:00

whatever it was.
i could describe today with only a word:
BAD.
how bad?
read on.
.
.
.
i was supposed to wake up at 8.30am.
instead, my clock was turning against me.
it malfunctioned oncemore.
that meant;
i had no choice but to get a new clock, real soon.

and thank God for it.
mum woke me up and first thing she said,
"your friend kelly called you at 9am."
and my reaction was,
"wth! my clock spoiled again. oh, thats so great."
next thing i screamed!

mum knew i had to be in school by 10.15.
because i never fail to practice punctuality. (:
ha. but thank God again.
i was super fast today.
skipped my breakfast.
and i was all ready at 10.05.
my dad brought me to school.
not that im not independent.
i hate going to school by myself. XD
no one takes the same route as me.

okaye.
so hmm.
saw people walking out.
i thought,
"am i late or something?"
then i realised they were not familar.
so apparently,
they were either the earlier batch of students going for EL enrich,
OR
they were people having camp.

so i went up to class without any worries.
before that, i was idling around.
thought i could get to see someone familar.
then hilda called me from above.
i went up.
saw doreen, hilda and nicole i think.

bored.
we chatted not much.
and bballers were taking such a short time to arrive.
short yeah.
soon i realised, many changed hairstyle.

stupid teachers.
didnt even tell us where to meet.
10.30 start.
but it became 11.
simple because the teachers were ALSO chatting.
but at the other building. =D
so my teacher was mr lee.
i thought ang-mohs were supposed to teach us.
haha.
he didnt look ang-moh to me. ><
if he was, i will faint.

so we began lessons.
introduce yourself or your friend.
and i thought introducing yourself is like very BHB?
i chose to introduce peiying. XD
yay! teacher said...
i mean, mr lee said i had a loud voice.
LOL too bad i had eye contact with the desk.

so basically,
today was slack.
but i like.
(=
so the 4 bballers planned to do project today.
but we delayed until there was so little time to do.
so i cancelled it.
and i followed peiying in a taxi.
she took a taxi because she wanted to save time.
so considerate. (:
but her house is just less than a mile away from school. XD

so the taxi driver was so cute. =DDD
but then he said that we didnt tell him we were going to two destinations.
so we dropped.
AND took another taxi at the main road after peiying went up to change her shoes and other stuff.

...
funny how the taxis doesnt come when we need them so much?!
i hate this.
but soon i got tired of complaining.
God knew my patience wasnt to be trifled with.
so a taxi came by soon. XDDD

soon soon soon. we got to east coast park.
william, hilda, audrey, tingyi, gen, kelly were alr there.
early bird catches the worm huh?
=.="

then i ate fries and milo for my 2-in-1 breakfast plus lunch. ((:
so margaret jie came on the dot at 2.
went to rent bicycles for those of us who wanted to.
of course, that included me.

the pit 10 was so far from macdonalds.
i pity those without bicycles.
must walk a distance. tsk tsk.
and just the start of all the fun,
i had to injure myself.
damn.
though it wasnt actually my fault.
my stupid toes. ><
FIVE OF THEM.
nice eh.

i wondered how i wld be gg for trng tmw.
i called clara immediately.
but now maybe,
i changed my mind.
HAHA.

i missed the mass games.
looked fun.
peiying cld play, but she didnt want to.
i wanted to play so so so much.
damn it.

but never mind.
free time i cycled so crazily.
and i didnt know time passed so quickly.
then i took alot alot of pictures.

LOL kelly and i so zilian ><
keep taking lor.
haha.
time for BBQ!

and i took took took.
wanna see?
ask me in msn alright.
if you want lah.

so stupid.
beehoon. i ate it.
then all the pork.
GONE.
i only tasted 1.
pathetic 1 piece.
but at least better than nothing lah.

i sat at the beach.
shouting,
"i hate jamie!!!!"
and jamie shouted,
"i hate zoe!!!!!!"
haha.
because i kept snapping her.
and you know what?
its so difficult getting a picture of her my god.
i give up.

went up to the "lighthouse" nearby our pit.
played truth or dare.
asked to do rubbish things. tsk tsk.
so lame =x
then i went down.

started to zilian again. XDDDDDDDD
kelly was my zilian partner okaye!
too bad.
she was there, eating.
haha.
i joined her, eating marshmallows.
quite nice.

and so, time flew.
saw army troops marching past.
dont know what crap they singing or saying.
i dont even know whether they are saying OR singing.
sorry, no offence.
i meant no harm.
(: yeah.

so yanjing, peiying and i took taxi back.
apparently, we do not stay together.
on the way.
and i had to pay 4 bucks for booking taxi.
such taxis are unavailable at ECP at 9pm.

by the time the taxi reached yanjing's house,
12.60 bucks.
and a total i had to pay: $13.70
woh.
and yanjing still owe me $5 for mac student meal.
but he dont return also nvm.
i am nt tht calculative.

went home.
soaked my leg in saltwater.
WAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
i screamed like hell.
so hurt. DAMN.
but now not thaat bad.
tmw still can go for training bahs.
XD oops. time now is 12.10am.
morning people.
i gna sleep liao.
BYEEEEEE~

2006-03-10T20:43:00.000+08:00

what the fuck.

hell lah!

my laptop just crashed.
now im using my brother's laptop.
so sorry peeps.
wont have much postings done. ):
i will cut short this post.
ending here.
bye!
people.
not to forget tmw's trng alright! weets ^^

2006-03-06T21:30:00.005+08:00

bad day? good day?
borderline. (=
hmm.
got an eeyore plush toy from gen, tingyi and kelly.
so sweet XD
gen somemore said she gna buy me kelly poon's album!
and return, i buy tht for her too! weets ^^
todaye d&t test i managed to finish all questions.
cause most didn not manage to.
HAHA.
best of luck, people.
results come out, sure die. =x
.
.
after tht was d&t lesson.
boring.
mr kwang thought i fell aslp. =.="
then all of a sudden, he called me.
duh. "girl."
bohliao. x)
hehe.
i thought of sleeping too.
wnt recess with upper sec.
gosh!
i find it so weird.
and while drinking SLOWLY my drink,
peiying kept talking abt: "eh. number 10 leh. eh. number 11 leh."
HAHA.
lunatic. she just so so so so love them. (:
hurmfps.
she kept suaning me.
diao.
then i saw blabla.
choon siang was like looking at me and tht blabla.
hinting something?
diaoed.
HAHA.
but i knew wht he meant.
nvr say anything.
feign ignorance. XD
hmm.
lydia told me she gna pay me 16 bucks.
you heard it.
teared my 60 bucks ba and compensate me 16 bucks.
WTH!
time for her to go check the dictionary lah.
dont even knw the diff betw birthday present and compensation.
i knw it rhymes lah, but TOTALLY DIFF meaning.
well.
its all up to her.
shes a backstabber?!
some people said tht.
i have yet to see it. hmms...

hmt lesson today learn ciyu.
aiyoh.
sian lor.
but can chat.
old chen dnt giv a damn too.
YAY.
english lesson.
can get bck my compo.
then mr yeow came in.
i thought he came in wrong classrm.
aww!
mr adrian wasnt here todaye.
again.

damn it.

tmw blog more abt today.
i gotta go.
urgent matter.
bye.

2006-03-05T14:45:00.000+08:00

happy burfdaye, myself. =D
LOL.

today i woke up execpetionally early.
but, its comparison during the weekends alright.
weekends i always sleep in.
today i didnt. XD
i woke up at 8.00am.
mum and dad thought i had a motive.
for doing so.

but then i had not harboured any evil or cunning thoughts in my mind,
ever.

main reason for waking up early:
d&t test.
dnt knw wht stuff to revise. =.="
panicked.
SHYT. i gna fail my d&t test.
ahha.
thn lady luck was on my side.
a piece of paper was lying in between the pages of my d&t txtbk.
i took it out.

TOPICS TO STUDY FOR TEST 1 2006.

phew~ and i went to study.
so guai.
but thn jamie talked to me halfway.
yet i didnt want her to think tht im a daokia.
so i replied her.
^^ she wished me.
thanks jamie.
and thanks to all my friends! (:

finally grasped part of the concept.
tenon saw. engineer's square.
so WHATEVER.
i was drowsy.
i hadnt lay my bed yet.
and i lazily stumbled to my bed.
"my bed is the best ever."
LOL

thn mum came in.
i jumped out of my bed.
and pretended to read my d&t book.
all for being a guaikia. ):

then after tht, i did my art.
my painting wasnt completed.
simple.
i ran out of resources.
wthhh.
nvm..
mrs hudd undertsands me.
like wht peiying said,
she thought mrs hudd liked me.
she Will give me a chance, wont she?
my name artpiece finally done.
nt vry pleased.
the bkground stars dnt look like stars from near.
frm far its nice though. (:
RUYI rocks. bhb!

anyway... change of topic.

hmm. for those of you who disagree with the class tee thingy,
puh-lease.
dnt giv tht WTF face to us can.
you all didnt even contribute to class fund, didnt do anything.
and thn say class tee very ex-, ...
whatever you think, just stfu x)
we dnt need your comments. because its redundant.
those are CRAPS.
thank you.
and i dnt wish to have this class tee thingy ruin my mood for my bday.
so byebye!
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-03-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

*yawns*
woke up so late today.
rushed for trng.
reached ahs at 12.5pm.
trng was startg at 1pm.
alot of c` girls div thr liao. XD
thn kelly and hilda AND gen said tht i looked nice in jersey?!
OMG. i can faint.
i was like: huh?! i dnt look nice, seriously speakg.
LOL lah.
i was crazy today.
alright.
i ran 10 rounds todaye.
i passed clara, vanessa, hilda, even better,
denise and adeline.
haha. kelly was overtaking with me. (:
thn we both finished first. woots~
it seems a big deal finishing before adel and denise.
because their stamina is the best in the team.
so kelly and i were so happy.
but exhausted.
HAHA.
just nw smeled tingyi's oil.
leg was hurtg so much.
couldnt go on.
then i heard someone callg my name.
"Zoe!"
frm the view of the hostel, i turned bck.
looked up.
i knew who was callg me.
yubing; yvonne.
and i wondered hw cme she called me.
soon, i knew the reason.
someone called out loudly, "bye, SH's wife!"
she left.
so apparently, ya.
because theres a stupid rumour gg on.
not one.
but many.
.
.
then doreen lala cn suan me all e time. ):
i cnt suan her bck. hurmfps.
and FYI, those are nt true?
puh-lease.
LOL. thk so? .full stop(:

today we did some basics and format.
thn coach's oldies came. =D
friendly match with them.
score was 35-52.
they won. >.<"
somehow, i just cnt co-operate with my snrs.
the only three i cn co-operate with: denise, adeline, imee.
and i thk they are nice(:
the reat are OKAYE.
but ...
the rest scolds me for my mistakes.
i mean, who dont make mistakes?
everyone does.
and im a junior.
suppoesdly, junior plays better than senior?
not exactly impossible.
but it take time to work out the teamwork right?
even other juniors can tell.
they too, cannot co-operate with seniors.
...
...
sighs.
up to this point, i can think of quiting the team.
and i mean it.
the seniors would be somehow so damn happy?
zoe, OUT.
and they would go: "she finally went out."
=.=
and damn it.
coach always put me and other seniors together.
the only junior.
fine.
i can leave all this trouble in my heart.
soon, it will turn into
the scars within myheart.

peiying and i wnt out to get doreen's gift.
and hers too. (:
peiying wanted a pair of lizard earrings. XD
and i bought for her. haha.
i bought doreen something.
just something.
hope she likes it.
didnt share $ to buy doreen's gift with peiying.
because tht gift two person share tooo cheap ler.
so i bought tht $13 gift on my own lor.
bought tht yellow bag too.
lydia has yet to pay me the compensation of my bag.
so tingyi and kelly gna confront her on monday
they are my heroines to the rescue. XD
i gta go now. buhbais!!!
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-03-03T21:13:00.000+08:00

honestly, today was a
depressing day indeed.
sorry bryan(bt).
i failed to let go of my troubles.
but thks for all e encouragement, snr. (:

DOTS~

geography lesson.
mrs. lau caught me using the phone.
*pats me on e bck* she said,
" my dear(eeyerhhh!), do you knw whts e penalty for doing tht in class?"
i whispered to myself, "how e hell i knw lah? freshies knw nthng."
LOL
luckily she was old and got hearing problems. XD
thn i shoved my phone into my pocket and giggled.
.
.
history was next?
oh my god.
my boks were left in school.
and thr was re-test today.
but...
mr yeow WANSUI!
he forgot to print out e test as he was too busy. >,<
bu also gd(:
gives me more time to study lor.
ha. absent minded me.
today he taught alot of stuff.
so chim till i dnt understand anything at all.
gta revise history.

- english rocks.
yeah.
mr adrian rocks too. =D
today first part of e lesson was boring.
i fell alsp.
thn last few mintues of lesson,
we played a game.
and it was so lame can!
it was to test you if you gt read instructions anot. =.="
but i fell into e trap.
i DID NOT read instructions.
5/35 of 1h was smart.
and they sat dwn thr, olding arms.
because they were supposed to.
so tht they can see us fools doing e game.
FOOLS.
suagus lor.
LOL im one =/

OOHlalas-

science next.
mr tam was here today.
tht means his baby is fine. (:
haha.
dale is so CUTE XD
omg. *faints*
LOL
today 5 minutes spent on march babies.
recieved a small msg and a candle. (:

maths period was okaye.
i was freed earlier.
yays!
but disappointment arose.
no bball matches.
and tingyi kelly gen nt staying bck.
so sad. ):
nvm. gt lydia accompany.
maybe hilda first. before lydia came.
i and hilda played bball at outdoor court. sian.
so many boys outside.
thn i saw choon siang and guan xiang.
cs was so extra lah.
go and call out his name.
thn those boys were looking at me.
i immediately stopped plyg.
mayb they were tt players.
i regconise one of thm.

tired, i wnt bck to indoor bball court.
slack thr. =D
and snr shan min and othrs ask me help them buy drinks.
thn in e end, $7.40 gone.
forgt it.
snrs ALL bully me. ):
my life is that terrible.

whatever. X)

wnt with lydia to tm.
on e way, on e mrt.
i wanted to gt dwn at tampines.
she insisted on gg to pasir ris. (whitesands)
i struggled with her.
she pulled my bag lah.
thn whn e mrt door closed, she let go.
my billabong bag tore. at e top. =.="
and she gna compensate me.
buy another bag.
with chewshian. (:
but thts compensate, lydia.
NOT burfdaye present.
get tht straight first.
...
...
i was so mad at first.
thn later i cooled.
i aint tht petty, unlike someone. ):

OHYA. dnt forget my yellow shop bag okaye!
bye#
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-03-02T21:37:00.000+08:00

geography! oohlalas.
i hate it. (=
so boring.
science test todaye.
quite alright.
but i scared i fail or whatever.
no faith in myself.
sighs.
for the 100th time of the day.
crap.

maths was okaye though.
thn i came bck, rushed to hmt class.
haha. always like tht.
hmt i didnt sleep at all. wht a miracle.
thn after CD, doreen and i wnt bonkers.
we were having locker fight!
means fight at our lockers.
hers was just above mine.
and i refused to let her open hers. xD
HAHA. thn i opened mine while covering her padlock.
thn she took out my cheena dic.
she forced me to sit on e ground lah!
duh. i was laughing like crazy.
okaye okaye.
ehough of crapping.
and e worst moment of life in sec sch so far.
history test is tmw.
and my books for revision are lying in e school locker.
fuck it.
nw i cnt study for it.
damn.
forgt it.
tmw thn i stay bck in class to study.
ohya. maths hw nt done yet. )=
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-03-01T19:11:00.000+08:00

yesterday got cheena composition to do.
and i was supposed to pass up todaye!
then i rushed like hell.
11.45pm.
chewshian and i were still smsing each other abt e composition.
we were havg problems.
bt she finished first.
and she wanted to keep me company till i finished.
i think she's e best friend i have evr met. (=
thks!

todaye SEL lesson mr tam didnt come.
wife just gave birth. =D
so we slacked in class. and yay.
>.<>
i just dnt gv a damn abt him.
and funny how i always am sleepy durg cheena lesson?
guess mr chen is that borg to me?! hurhur x)

anyway, the rest of e periods quite okaye lor.
as usual.
assembly we gt ms magdalene wong to play e harp for us.
so old still miss wong leh! xD
no offence.
i gta go revise my science.
i dnt wna fail agn.
pia ah!!!
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-02-27T22:04:00.000+08:00

geography test and oh no!
alot of questions i nt sure of and i started writing rubbish answers. =/
sad case. *shakes head*
sigh. whn am i evr gna:
DO WELL FOR GEOGRAPHY?
i just cnt seem to get my facts right.
in fact, i jumble thm up together. =.=
but d&t dampened my day oncemore.
my work turned out to be a kiddy's work! duh.
aiyah. saw cornelius's one.
damn creative. im so jealous can?

hmt test brightened up my day!
i improved. ((=
so now, 26/50 + 37/50 = 63/100
aiyoh. so low.
i just feel like dying.
my bball skills suck.
my studies suck.
what more cn i at least rock in?
crap.
.
.
.
bball trng today okaye. lor.
i chopped alot.
2 pointer. (=
i used to suck at it.
i guess i wouldnt b so lucky nxt time.
and i knew someone was nt happy with me.
FINE.

life's meaningless.
i don't know what makes me wanna live on.
i just guess it would have to be the power of love.
okaye. i told him evrythg i felt.
bt thr's no reply frm him.
so depressed.
sometimes i really really feel like dying.
im having so many problems in life.
and listening to stefanie sun's songs, i felt so emotional.
sentimental.

and i saw doreen's post for e day.
hilda rocks big time! =.=
we love her SO MUCH!
ohya. doreen told me tht qiuxian is a good friend.
unlike other people, who takes me for granted, she treats me very nice.
and i do agree.
im gna treasure e friendship.
i dnt wna destroy it and create more troubles.
(= value friendship people.

i wanna cry.
i want to knw the truth, pls SH?
i dnt wna live in denial and despair everyday.
and time is running out.
yr gna leave e school.
i dnt wna say gdbye so soon.
i need the answer.
i need you badly.
each day i fall in love with you more, deeper and deeper.
im sinking into e hole slowlyand im too stuck.
i cnt let go.
but soon?
will you ask me to let go or hang on? )=
always knw im WAITING.
but dnt let me wait too long.
love you SH.
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-02-26T17:26:00.000+08:00

seriously im starting to think she is a bitch.
and never mind if im a GD friend of hers.
deep in her heart, im vry sure tht she HATES me.
she badmouthed me she backstabbed me.
and whats worse, she is a pouser.
damn it.
agn, never mind all these.

i dont give a damn.

i knew a long long time ago tht she never treated me as a friend.
true. false.
whatever. ><
now i really understand how lydia feels. people hates you and...

and somehow. i just dnt get it.
why does hatred have to exist?
i mean, the world wld b a better place without it right?

now person A hates person B. and person B hates person C.
fine.

and who was the one who told me she didnt like person C?
then it seems they are gettg on fine. wth.
on the appearance it may seem we are gettg along FINE,
but in fact NOT.
and people take me for granted.

fine. i give up. theres no ending to these friendship problems.
i might as well end the post now.
bye.
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-02-25T20:45:00.000+08:00

8am. eight in the morning.
i was supposed to wake up at 8.
instead, i woke up at 11am.
just in time for preparation for bball trng at 1pm.
and yes, i do take a long time to get myself prepared.
=D
okaye. zip. =x
and luckily my dad was in.
so that he can bring me to ahs. ha.
i reached thr at 12.50?!
last week i was already thr 45 minutes before trng started. =.=
so "late".

qiuxian said i was late today.
trng hasnt even started.
and i knew wht she meant.

whatever!

chill. since she gonna give me burfdaye present,
thn i will not bear grudges. xD
LOL. haha.
another YES.
i am that realistic alright.

hurhur x)
ohya.
trng today was like slacky?
but i like!
i didnt mean i like slacky trngs but,
i especially like today's one. <33
we played against each other lor.
denise, imee, tingyi, me and peiying
VS
clara, vanessa, clara, yantze, genevieve bahs?
cannot rmb e opponent team. xD
anyway, guess who won?
OHLEH.
our team won!
surprising eh?
simple explanation.
our team's defence and attack IS better than them.
especially defence. ^^
ha. oops. look at the time now.
i wna go sleep. tired. ><
BYEEE~
ohya. pardon me.
my life is dull and may bore you to death.
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-02-24T20:55:00.000+08:00

last day of school of e week. yay!
school is so boring.
though sometimes it may turn out to b interesting.
but i found out somethg recently.
mr tam is a lil dirty-minded?!
yeahyeah. eeyerrrhhhhh!!!!
SEL lesson was spent by watchg "children of heaven".
haha. i almost dozed off though. =D
english period was so OKAYE? duh.
hmt more OKAYE!? i
this time i really slept.
and huituan(i gt yr name right this time) =D.
she told jamie tht i always sleep in class.
and funny hw i dnt gt caught even once!
LOL. mayb teacher wasnt payg attention to e students...
history and maths were e best of all, today only!
i managed to hang on. perservere yeah.
so happy whn i heard somethg.
the bell ringing. =D
time for d&t project.
did at e bball court.
took 4 hours to write:
safety, our first piority!
thts so long?!
we were all focused at e bball match gg on lah. duh.
somehow we cld nt resist e temptation.
and i finally gt to see him today.
ohmygosh. i waited so long. xD
LOL. and i saw another him at e mrt station.
tanah merah mrt.
haha. he walked past me.
i didnt even knw. until i saw him on e othr part of e mrt station.
so blur. =]
was so happy.
tomorrow gt trng.
gta slp early.
goodnight. ((=
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-02-23T20:46:00.001+08:00

yesterday no time for blogging.
sorry people.
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.
bad day. i thought to myself.
seriously speakg. i had gastric in e morng.
durg geog. hurried to e toilet upon mrs lau's permission.
it was hurtg. i cldnt stand e pain.
i thought i wldnt go for trng today. i guess.
and science class! under mr jimmy tan.
he's so kind and nice. vanessa, nw i knw why u like him. =D
and thn rushed bck to class.
gt my maths suff and wnt bck to e lecture rooms agn.
and funny how i spent 23 bucks on two identical water bottles.
and they are currently NOWHERE TO BE FOUND.
lalalas.
i thkpeiying gna gt me a water bottle for my burfdaye?!
hmm. gt me one frm 77th street? xD
hmt test was like so damn shiet.
i made myself remember all e zaoju and thn,
mr chen said todays test no zaoju. WTHHH!!
wasted my precious time lah. duh.
all my efforts came to naught.
test today was surprisg. diff frm common test though.
dnt talk abt it anymore.
history. oh and i gt 18/25 for my history test yeah.
phew. it was tyco alright. didnt study cn gt this result.
tht shows im attentive in class lor. xDDD
hehheh. today trng; rainy day.
bt trng goes on. sian. gym workouts!
and thn we used e indoor court after tht.
well, i felt my shtng improved.
and thn c girls VS b girls!
somehow i just cnt co-operate with snrs.
whywhywhy? no team spirit. )=
tingyi cn lor.
at least snrs nvr pick on her. nvr scold her.
what a freaking bad life i am living in.
whatevr i do is wrong. whtevr i say is also wrong.
FINE!
and i am being a stupid person to put up wif these people.
=.=
=.=
stfu x)
i am not in a good mood these few days.
so just leave me alone.
please.
i need time to silence myself.
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-02-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

almost late for school. =D
i hate e ACC teacher, e male one. LAOGUAIWU!
damn it. he kept daog me!!!
pissed off. x)
EL lesson. lame relay game.
in fact, it was a memory game.
as if i cld rmb so many words.
stm =x
science. oohlalalas!
remedial lessons. ha. ><
and i wasted much money on art.
.
.
buyg tht stupid piece of paper cost me 20cents.
and God knws hw many i bought.
myy pocket gg POK.
in fact, alr POK.
friends' bday gifts hw???
ohya. i must buy smethg for myself first. xD
5th march, rmb tht day.
hehheh. i wnt my presents eh...
thn maths. WOW.
my maths test gt 11/15. its just so...

TYCO.
i thought i wld gt lower thn tht. even fail!
hehheh. xD
so happy! woots~
thn mr tong spoilt my excitement.
10mins stay bck. because at e start of lessons we tk our own sweet time.
duh. )=
and today spt time. skipped it.
wang coach so ke ai. xD
i love him man! ha. tingyi too yeah?
bt we slacked. thn 3.30 wnt to gym wrk out.
aiyoh. trng ended so
early.
and we cldnt bear to leave e stadium u knw. OMG.
duh. jersey tee! im number #06.
ohyeah. i wnt 14 though. hmmph.
nvm thn. . . .
nxt yr i take 14 okaye.
ohyay. haha. =D
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-02-20T21:03:00.000+08:00

i woke up at a perfect time: 6am.
and i had a prettaye breakfast in bed. seriously.
halfway munchg into e bread, "savourg" e taste,
i fell aslp.
.
.
.
suddenly i woke up, i had e urgency to answer nature's call, dude.
"great." i told myself. "6.25am."
god damn it. i rushed like crazy.
wild hair in peaks and horns.
i threw my blanket aside and jumped off e bed.
i ran to e toilet, almost knockg dwn evrythg tht was in my way.
usually took 15min to bathe, nw took 5 min. broke record.

duh. so lame x)

and thn hengheng gt evrythg ready by 6.45am. PHEW.
gt to school at 7.15?!

BASTARD.
my english nw sucks. at first i wrote wht e question was supposed to b.
thn i wnt to change it.
im so stupid. so mad.
forgt it. im gna fail agn, jst because of tht part. )=
and prettaye puh-lease, mr adrian?
cld u giv me mre marks for my wonderful vocab??
BHB. duhs!
and doreen. im nt mrs weixiong. and tingyi. dnt shoot yr mouth off lah.
jst because i say abt him only, so sensitive. DUH.

=.="

d&t was like, cn say interestg?
at least it was.
haha.
hmt lesson. i slept. zZz.
and huiduan caught me in e act.
mayb she told jamie. perhaps. xD
so borg.
i was strugglg very hard to keep myself awake.
bt my eyes refused to budge.
english was also e same. hehheh x)

and nw i thn gt e class contacts. so lag.
nw thn gt theirs.
1h will bond and stay united. whoosh~

and apparently, my stayg bck today...
didnt gt to c him.
didnt inform my parents.
d&t hands-on.
ha. peiying helped me wif tht bearbear thing.
and i helped her wif e edgg corners because she dnt knw hw to. ><
lagg.
and urm...
people, dnt forgt yr palettes and newspapers!
ACC tmw yeah! ltr e teacher scold us. xD
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-02-19T13:08:00.000+08:00

im so sry people. yesterday cookies were disabled.
cookie monster was on duty tht day.
sighs. missed tht post.
well. yesterday i wnt out wif BOOBYorange for lunch at eastpoint after trng.
and i promised myself; told myself.
I WILL BE THE happiest GIRL IN TOWN.
but no.
booby orange jst spoilt my appetite. groans.
thn halfway through my so called sumpteous meal,
wif a VRY "nice" sidekick along,
e snrs came.
clara, botin, imee, denise, adeline.
ha. tht sure brightened up my life a lil,
at tht point of time.
ohya, i rembr-ed coach said smethg.
"u have a vry wenrou face. "
as if lah! wth.
hurhur x)
and thn she kept giggling!
tht pissed me off lah.
sighs.
sry abt tht: wth.
pretend u didnt see anythg.
.
.
.
okaye lets talk abt today.
today was a hot day. hothothot.
boremo. cheena compo nt finished. ):
and yesterday i revised my EL while chattg.
shuang! multi-tasked.
thts GD (:
because clara once said i cnt multi-task.
as if she can. xD
okok. tmws monday and monday even wk.
woh. tmws gna be so so so so so interestg?
"interestg". yeah.
3 subjects. bt gt EL.
hoho. d'n't nah. hmt ohya.
reminds me of old chen.
heh.
no trng tmw?
aww. nvr mind. i stay bck.
hope to c tht someone.
unless gt competition. so sad.
tata! lame post today. (((((:
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-02-17T21:08:00.000+08:00

i dnt understand anyone in this world. neither do anyone in this world understands me.
why is it tht practically evryones pickg on me?? parents, brother, snrs, friends, coach, teachers. and i gt a terrible slap in e morng for GOD knws wht reason.
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.
.
hatred. too much HATRED. i thk tht girl has SAP. wah lau. so uncouth, rude. and puh-lease, dnt gei kiang lah!! and u.
go ahead and talk bad abt me. i dnt giv a damn. bt one advice for u: click yr heels togethr and say: i badly need a life. =.=
stfu x)

school was okaye today. in fact, evryday is e same.
aiyah. trng today. coach nt cmg! whoohoo.
slacky trng agn. bt saturday have. wth!
doreen, tingyi and i were complaing to each othr tht trngs was way too much.
look at e boys. they seldom train.
and theirs only twice a week. mind you.
ours FIVE times a wk.
hell la. they are gg too much. tai guofen le!
uhuh. trng ended roughely at 5.
and thn qiuxian, kelly, peiying and me left without gen.
thn thr was e outdoor bball court. ppl plyg soccer thr.
i saw e soccer ball outside. ha.
kelly was supposed to throw e ball in.
bt i qiang frm her. lame chop =]
wah lau eh. tht boy look dwn on me is it?
one hand nt strong enough huh?!
teahc me use one hand to throw ovr e fence.
so pissed off. hate people who look dwn on me one lah.
passed by mama shop first. hungry!!
a pack of wolves! xD
thn we shortcut-ed to e mrt. and thn whn peiying wnt different route ler,
kelly took bus 9 home. qiuxian and me left. headg for mrt.
kelly at e bus stop. we two were crazily wavg to kelly frm e mrt ticket counters thr.
she was like: so CHUN. didnt even c us lah.
wht a bother. waste time.
and thn qiuxian said, " kelly didnt c us. bt okaye, tht was funny."
hahahahahaha.
thn at e mrt platform, frm far i cld c gen walkg wif aguy!
i kw he was chakwa. thn i called gen.
so romantic. errh.
all e goosebumps cmg out ler.
LOLS. omgomgomg.
and people!
my burfdaye, dnt forgt my presents and cards!
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-02-16T19:51:00.000+08:00

well nw tht i became so lame, just so "thanks" to clara alrights. kana influenced by her so much. snrs are so bad. they kp pickg on me. even doreen says so. i wil jst hve to resign myself to fate.
sighs. *shakes head*
OMG. i so so so love mrs lau! gosh! rewards for tests.
and sry people. yes. and im tht realistic. true. i do nt deny it.
ha. 12.5/25 for geog test. so pro man. on e dot sia. pia hard lah, dumbass!
and science was so slacky lah. go to science lab.
and cn chunxiang and yanjing stop their craps? irritatg. xD
and u two are sure immature.
tsk tsk tsk.
maths test today.
no no no no no....
worried nw. ha. mayb i wil fail? hope nt.
and hmr composition rly vry sucky!
40/60 only. wthhh. so pissed off.
stfu x) leave me alone.
i jst dnt gt it. wth is wrong wif me? self-control, i guess.
sel was basically anthr slacky lesson lahs!
and thr was a 1-1 session wif mr tam.
asked stupid Q and thn i gave stupid answers.
uh. ya. huh. yes.
and thn i was so pai seh. mr tam just brought up e past.
to say it crudely, rake up e BAD past.
injured my ankle before. wah lau.
and i rly rly rly,
hate tht experience okaye.
margaret jie! makes me remind of sec4 tally snr. (:
this one diff. x) no offence.
and i accepted Christ. yay! bt thn doreen told me 2h 06 was anti-Christ.
so GUOFEN. uhhuh. x)
thn no one pei me. aww. ask lydia along wif me. yahoo.
thts abt all for e day lah.
OH YAH.
and friend-of-mine-for-long, i knw u dnt trust me at all.
so why u wna b such a hypocrite? u make people rly HATE you so much.
stfu x) u are no longer a friend of mine.
and bye. ure a goner. a failure. i said.
and why do people have so much friendship problems?

backstabbers; liars; hyprocrites!

anyway.
pssh. somethg to tell you.
and nw ive learnt to becme so sarcastic. so watch out.
my nxt victim cld b u. LOL.
lalala. see. im gttg lame and crappy.

gosh! BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-02-15T22:17:00.000+08:00

sry guys. today gna b a damn short one as i forgt to do my design and tech HW yeah. dateline long ago. slacker! lols. english compo; the suckiest i have evr wrote in my life. fire drill. no 1st recess. starved. didnt eat breakfast. oh god! thn higher mt si bei borg. okaye. music. froze to death. air con blowg directly.
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.
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science. aww. science test marks so shi bai. *shakes head*
sighs. must jiayou for othr tests ler. assembly e worst evr. 1hour speech.
dumbass. his mouth nt tired, our ears tired man! si bei luo suo.
i slept through lah. one ear in, e othr ear out!
wth he was sayg?! no idea xD
and i GTG nw. byebye.
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-02-14T20:29:00.000+08:00

happy valentine day evryone! ha. didnt receive any gifts. so sad, bt im nt e only one mahs. lols. today morg dr boon gave a speech on wht topic i cnt rmb, bt wht i cld only was i slept through e talk. i slept at 12.30 lah, mind you! and it was jst hell hell hell. rly. damn borg. argh. science time. we gt bck our papers and in a moment of desperation, i knocked dwn e bks on sam's table. D & T bks! i didnt pass up and left it in e locker! diedie. i havent even do lor. anyway, sry sam. (: ha. i crushed my science paper tightly. common test marks= 16/40. FAILURE. oh man. lowest in class. bt i controlled my tears. strictly no cryg. so mad with myself. im gna pia hard fr e othr tests liao!! hmmph. shh. its a secret. dnt tell anyone puh-lease. english. readers digest on e table at home. gta borrow frm 1g peeps. thanks people. and particularly, i wna tell this girl:
dnt throw yr temper at me, or vent yr anger at me alright!!
bloody hell. im nt here to see yr angry face lah! stfu man!
and higher mother tongue.
ZzZzZZz *snores* e lesson so interestg until i cn fall aslp seh.
WOW. OMG. wna giv it a try?
duh. who wna try man? yikes.
art was quite interestg. jst sat there and chatted wif peiying.
in fact, we were whisperg! lols.
and i gt bck my artpiece. 84/100.
yay! improved frm 6 marks. gd.
and thn maths! hoho. still cnt gt e integers thing right.
i gna revise it ovr and ovr agn lah.
and it started raing. aww. no SPT.
damn. bt we watched ahs b boys VS macpherson.
we won. bt nthng suprising wht. because we re so pro.
oh yay. lamo. i knw tht. xD
e rain stopped. we rushed to e outdoor bball court. thn we played FREELY.
woots~ thts so great man. too bad i was nt feelg well.
and i had a quarrel. with kelly.
bt i forgotten wht was it abt and anyway, i didnt wnt to rmbr it.
friends forevr, kelly? yeahyeah. (:
bt... aiyah. ligament tear. damn it.
i rly hope tht i cn continue plyg bball lah.
god, bless me! nt wokrg. sighs.
tmw still gt trng. i mst relax. i cn do it.
yeahyeah. GOGOGO!
and people, yesterday's post, e words were meant to b like tht yeah. xD
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-02-13T20:24:00.000+08:00

hehheh. today wasnt tht bad after all. bt history test. i panicked until hands sweat, palms sweat. suddenly all e facts and information were jst erased frm my mind competely, and in e instance. ohno! nonono. and i tried recollectg wht ive learnt, bt to no avail. tht spells trouble agn. im so DISAPPOINTED. with myself. argh! wht e hell man. no logic i cnt remember wht. diedie. and then after common test was design and tech, i brought nothg at all for it. totally forgotten. aiyah. luckily xiaohui frm 1G lent me. wow. she had 2 aprons. thanks xiaohui. (: and thn HMT. gna see tht old hack chen lah. freak, hes so biased. doreen and i hate him. hmm. thn time for ACC- appreciation of chinese culture. wow, as if it was damn interestg. it was borg. and calligraphy drawg. wth. draw bamboo. and e newspaper they provided had e song tian hui. and kelly and i sang, thn tingyi joined in. hoho. bt e teacher didnt scold. in fact, he laughed. bt nt at our singg lah. and kelly's drawg was like coconut whn we were supposed to do bamboos?! and mine wasnt tht bad after all. ha. smart. xD thn we gta hand up somemre. wth. some people's drawgs so chou lor. lols. no offence. we made lotsa noise sia. and thn last period: HISTORY. i find it quite borg though. heh. dnt knw why.
BBALL TRNGS! oh yay!
and i was nt feelg well. poor me.
and ran one round e field, 5 rounds bball court.
oh man. bt nt exactly exhaustg. xD
and today trng we tried scorg 20 layups in a row. and we failed.
second time. period. oh gosh. so sickeng.
freak. so mad. and competition jst near e corner lah.
trng was quite borg. bt gt ply match. hooray.
snrs VS jnrs. JNRS won!
3 cheers for juniors; hip hip hooray x3.
*claps* oh yeah yeah. oleholeh. ki-siao ler.
dnt mind me lah.
and trng ended. i fooled arng. lame.
my skills were so sucky man.
hate myself. grr. hope tht i improve. (:
and some people, puh-lease dnt badmouth ppl behind their bcks.
its vry bad of u all to do tht. and i dnt like tht feelgs.
i mean we re all friends. and cnt we jst b mre understandg?
all of us have our own problems alright. sad case.
no mentiong of their names sry.
and dnt b so KPO lah!!! idiot.
lets maintain e good friendship alright.
and tht sums up e day.
goodbye, people.
lalaa. art havent finish. xD
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-02-12T13:09:00.000+08:00

well. it always starts e same. evrytime. sry. no inspiration for a gd orientation to start off e day. becuse today WAS a borg day. seriously.

and im rly DEPRESSED.
and no way i gna tell u why.
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.
.
i slept in e morng at 1am and woke up at 10am. 9 hours. wow. and i made a dream.
and funny how my dreams rly cme true.
and i tell u; frm young, whenevr i dreamt of somethg, it wld happen e nxt few days.
i was shocked whn i discovered this in me durg my childhood days.
and e dream i made yesterday i shant disclose.
i shall c for myself, e vry exact moment of my life, if it rly is as i wht i thought.
uhhuh.
and im sayg e truth, if u do nt believe me. suit u. argh, nvr mind.
truth is, im e only one who knws. and nw, YOU are included. so keep it to yrself.
and im postg it nw because i cnt take it anymre. is thr any scientific explanation for this? uhuh. thts somethg to figure out.
and if u dnt knw me inside out, u wont knw tht im ponderg ovr this for e past few yrs and i stil dnt gt it. period. and its real frustatg!
anyways.
doreen said she was somehw lookg forward to e bball trngs. i sure do. because im freakg bored right nw! and mayb shes cravg for it right nw because she gna quit bball. and dnt miss 1h. ): i sure gna miss u, enthudodo. yeahyeah. she sure is. gna miss u lots. and on my left thr wil b no mre life. no mre ms doreen. so sad.
so gna say GDbye, ms xielin.
oh no. and thts bad news.
and im gna tell u abt this person. no mentiong of e name.
as i said, i dnt wna spoil e friendship. yeahyeah.
and shes a real backstabber.
and i HATE backstabbers.
she acts. and puh-lease.
if only i cld tell her hw bitchy she is, thn thts better.
and rly hope she knws who she is.
change yr attitude, dude. and i jst dnt gt it.
why does people badmouth abt othrs?
i mean its nt exactly wrong.
bt its rude to do so. if u were e victim, hw wld u feel?
e whole world hates u, no one loves u.
NOBODY.
uhuh.
and i experienced it before. kinda many times.
and i sure do feel upset.
of course.
i mean. im a human and im nt VOID of human feelings. mind u.
if u disagree, people, u re considered abnormal.
nt evryone cn take it, people.
harsh words rly stab alrightes.
puh-lease.
okaye. enough of e topic.
gettg too emotional.
and my elder brother saw me blogg.
shawn: hi ms stupid godblock.
zoe: wth lah u. gt lost. shut e hell outta u. and wht for u said tht?
shawn: because ure blogg. duh.
i was thinkg, "lame chop." x)
and starg incidents do lead to fights yeah. rmbr tht. (:
and i said this nt because im so bohliao as tht.
yeahyeah. and hopefully i have somethg mre interestg to blog tmw.
yups. thts all abt this. bye!
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-02-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

alrightes alrightes. this is gna b a short post todaye i guess. or mayb long post? i jst have so much things to say everyday! well, todays trng was so sucky. coach brought me thr by taxi. ha. neednt pay a single cent. xD why sucky? coach kept pickg on me lah. freak man. nw i nw tht she had a motive in bringg me to AHS. diao. so pissed off. kept doing e wrong stuff, all because of someone in e team, talk talk talk until confuse me. im nt gna say e girl's name. i dnt wna spoil e team's unity. (: i felt so down jst nw. rly, serious. im nt kiddg. weird. =x okay, and i dnt wna talk abt it ANYMORE. period. yeah. and even before trng started, kelly asked me if i wanted to go 85 to eat wif her. this was hw e conversation wnt:
ruyi: hey kelly! (kelly walkg dwn e stairs)
kelly: hello.
kelly: wnt go 85 eat?
ruyi: wth?! trng havent even started and u talked abt eatg lunch. and its only 9am in e morng. freak.
kelly: okaye. wnt ask someone else?
ruyi: shut up lah, later thn say can! oh puh-lease!
kelly: okaye okaye.
damn it. she so kiasu as tht man. i breakfast havent even eat lor. idiot. sometimes shes okaye, sometimes shes jst so irritatg. omg. stop it lah, kelly! but we ended up gg to TM. e snrs also wnt. bt we wnt seperate ways. aww. so nt united. KFC! and nt only we two. tingyi, qiuxian, gen. oh yeah. ha. and at this point of time, i thk tht coach gna choose gen and qiuxian in e team? its eithr qiuxian or kelly fr e second post. (: sry hilda. bt im being honest. hilda, buck up! jiayous. (: and today KFC was kinda crowded. bt nt so. duh. and qiuxian so poor thing. because we have 5 peeps here. thn one has to sit alone. and she was e one. haha. bt of course we didnt neglect her. heehee. we pulled her to our chitchat session. lols. and we chatted abt bball mainly. of course. we re bball players! yeahyeah. hmm. qiuxian mayb gna quit bball if she nt selected. oh gosh. i dnt wnt tht. ): hmm. nxt yr mayb she gt selected also. yups! qiuxian, dnt giv up okaye! xD and after eatg, too bad qiuxian and gen had to go off. so left tingyi, kelly and lastly, me. we wnt shoppg. take note tht its nt window shopping. uhhuh. kelly didnt buy anything. tingyi and i bought earsticks frm montip. colourful and strikg earsticks! partner-in-crime: tingyi! oh yes. we gna break e school rules on monday yeah tingyi! cool man. woots. lols. complete madness. kelly jst stood thr like bai chi lookg at us. tsk tsk. and thn we wnt into kalms! oh my gosh! e bears were so cute. especially tht grey one. anyone cn gt me tht for valentine's day and my birthday? puh-lease? *cravecraves* i couldnt gt my eyes off it. bt it is so ex. ha. and i saw one toy dog. actually wht i took notice to of e dog was e fur at e chin and cheek thr. tingyi said it looked like it rebonded e hair thr. and we broke out into laughter. and whn i pulled out e dog, we two laughed even louder. we called kelly to cme and c. and 3 of us were laughg like crazy man. and u shld have seen e dog. skinny boned legs, hands too. and e head quite big. imagine it! lols. hurhur x) enough of laughg, serious. oh and thn we took neoprints! so gross lookg. i look so weird when i tie my hair up. tingyi still lk nice. serious. (: wna c? ohnonono. we 3 promised tht we wouldnt shw anyone else or else tht person will have pimples all ovr e face. lols. like jiangruyi, ruqing and ruxin. and im ruyi la. eldest. hmmph. kiddg. bt e neoprint turned out QUITE nice. duhs. and thn we wnt home. and tht time was 4pm like tht. oh gosh. and kelly wnt seperate ways with tiyi and me because she lived in anothr area of tampines, whereas tingyi and i shunlu de. and tingyi and i brought our mcflurry up e bus. and ateateate. ha. thn nxt thing i knw: my white shirt gt e stain. oh my. suay. and tingyi was lol lah. luckily e bus was quite empty. vry empty. or else she wld hve made a fool out of herself ner. hoho. and i alighted first. bye tingyi! i wnt bck home. dead tired. switched on e computer, startg it up. and dashed to e toilet. so sticky. eeweew! and i had a gd bath. did my wrk. only need to revise fr history test. anyway, does anyone knw wht chpt we need to revise? thanks alot. (: byebye!
sweetmelancholy;

ruyi*

2006-02-10T18:50:00.000+08:00

ehem. today english period. exchanged compostions. read each othr's one. and i didnt gt to see sean's. his english vry chim. btr thn mine la. ha. and my comments like vry extra. good vocabulary. lols. bt i liked jamie's handwritg. so chio. ^^ oh man. i suck at hmt nw lah. nw nothg cn evr compensate. i HATE clara, period. oh my gosh. i jst feel like slappg her! freak. wasted my revision time. cn anyone remove e scars? damn. i almost failed. 26/50! see wht i mean. this is evidence. i was like gg, shiet, all e time. apparently. and i tell u history is NOT gna repeat itself. im nt gna bothr abt clara's conversation and thts final! im gna study hard. HARD. yeah. thts wht i mean. history. basically, it starts off easy. no problems so far. hmms. wonder if e test wil b hard? hope nt. and mr yeow banged e table. such a nice "morng" call. uhuh, nt mine. bt Larry's. he was sleepg away whn he didnt even bring his txtbk along and sat thre, totally shut off frm e world. i wnt OHMYGOSH. hw Larry reacted whn mr yeow banged his table to wake him? i would jump in my seat. bt he jst slowly woke up, stretched and it was like as if nothg happened befre. wow. yeah. tht was wht i said. i had a shock even though it was nt my table being banged or me gettg a little "nice" morning call. nice one thre. xD and maths! e weather was so cold jst nw tht i jst felt like traing. e cool wind blowg. woots. and yay! hi-five man. although i didnt revise my maths, bt i gt all questions for e negative positive questions. and at first i was blur. nw's Kaien's turn. lols. shh. dnt u knw tht it's bad to laugh at othrs? hurhur. x) no traing today. saturday which is tmw. traing is on! ohno. thr goes my weekend. ): forgt it. e mre i thk, e worst ist is. thk positive. YEAH. ha. today i stayed bck and watched bball matches. manjusri VS bedok south; 48-45. aww. such a pity. e rest i forgt ler. stm lah. heehees. i wnt bck home and it was like so lively? my brother scored 13 for his L1R4 aggregate. republic polytechic is his choice. well done. keep it up. ha. nxt 3 years, i wna outbeat him and go JC. xD lols. he cn go JC he dnt wnt. so CHUN. if i were him, i wld rather go JC. (: oops. blogged too much. anyways, i gotta go now. byes!
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-02-09T22:04:00.000+08:00

happy burfdaye, mum! bought her a cake. heehee. wellwellwell. my tests today nt bad. nt say vry good eithr. all thanks to CLARA la. make me print somethg, do this do tht. hmmph. abusg ur authorities and powers given ur position as captain huh?! and she apologised like tht: SORRY OKAYE? so insincere.
YOU BIG BULLY.
and e load in my bag was so heavy. *faints* geography test, i slept halfway though it. lols. tired. too tired. hmt test. science lesson. uhhuh. nw im beginng to love science. ha. i hated science in e past. i said past. yupyups. thn maths! ohno. nw i love maths, science and english! oh yay. lamo. i knw tht myself. i had a lil difficulty though. because i wasnt payg attention in class. xD bt mr william tong was so nice to coach me agn. nw im free frm those problems. phew. and hmt was nxt. nw i hate chinese. i USED to love it but nw i changed ler. weirdo. and to end off e day, mr yeow wasnt present for history lesson today! and class 1H were makg so much noise. thts US. we're a class made up of many VERYNICE ppl. ha. visit our blog at www.1h-06.blogspot.com! 1h 06 rocks forevr. (: chii x)
thought it was raing, i heard tht bball traing still goes on. i prayed hard. e rain wld nt stop. bt... traing started e usual time bt ended e unusual time. mre thn 3hours. *faints* agn. i made up an excuse. nt it was kinda real in e end. wnt out to celebrate mum's burfdaye. ha. thn rushed through my art homewrk. tmw dateline lah. did a perfect job. oh great. and im gettg a new handphone. finally. hmms. today traing nt tht tough. bt my ankle hurt alot jst nw whn on e treadmill. ohno. tht spells trouble. old illness. oh my gosh. bt today i wasnt serious. clara too. keep foolg arnd. thn coach scolded me nt her. wthhh. unfair. damn shiet. and coach told me nt to laugh. oh my. if one dosent laugh, thn e world will b so dull. nothg interestg. sighs. freak. freak. freak. end here lah.

c girls 06! (: chii x)
jiayous.
we're made up VERYNICE bballers;
#SENIORs-
` clara
` vanessa
` botin
` adeline
` denise
` yantze
` imee
#JUNIORs-
` tingyi
` ruyi (uhhuh. tht's me peeps) :)
` peiying
takecare!
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*

2006-02-08T20:11:00.000+08:00

wednesday boredom-ed. freakg hate wednesdays. such a borg day. sighs. no trainings. no bball matches. nothg! freak. bt today's assembly added a little touch-up though. wushu! my once-upon-a-time CCA. unbelievable huh. ha. those performers frm china re so pro! and i took notice to one of e 8 yrs old boy. so cool and adorable! dyed hair smemre. i was like: " wth. we cnt even do tht. hw cld he? he's stil a small boy schoolg." ha. bt he's vry serious in wushu. lols. and thr were othr performers too. nt bad. at least i laughed. oh my gosh. 3 boys wnt up and made a fool out of themselves. those "SIMPLE" basic steps were too "chicken" for them. so lame. mr chua agn! wth. he always delay us. always givg excuses tht we make a lot of noise. its either this excuse or whtevr tht has at least somethg to do with discipline. hate him! urgh. shiet lah. all his fault. i missed e jnrs match wif maha bodhi. damn it. bt they proved it to me. they won all e macthes so far. feel happy for them. (: continue to jiayou! wnt bck to tampinesnorth to ply bball. i saw my jnrs! they called WHITEangel. wow. frm heaven? lols. saw some of my friends too. bt i plyed fr half an hour only because i suddenly rmbed i had tests e nxt day. and i rushed home and studied like crazy. oh gosh. and i came to realise my maths work was nt done yet and e dateline was tmw! art friday! oh no. shiet lah. after all, wednesday was my jinx day. freakg asshole!! bt geography teacher mrslau so borg, geography also super borg, gd combination? i cld even fall aslp. damn. i didnt pay attention. too difficult. way too difficult. e sight of mrslau makes me pukes. ehem. bt hmt "chucken feat". picked tht up frm clara chua xinfang! yeah. hees. clara's gna gt vry mad at me fr copyg her style! shiok dao~ muahaha. okayes. i gta go nw. byebye! oh yeah. peeps, tmw bball traings at 2pm alrightes! STRICTLY NO ABSENTEES. jst kiddg. final, BYE!
P.S : goodluck for e tests evryone! ((:
sweetmelancholy;
ruyi*